try to think and find..

Tadi kelas macam biasa..
More blurry and so slow to catch up what lecturer asked to do..
Hurm, semakin hari my memory became so bad..
Afraid if I can't recognize anymore..
Bukan meminta, just terasa sedemikian..
Ya Allah, tolong jauhkan daripada semua itu sebelum tiba masanya..
Amin..

Back to the story, after class like usually my lullaby will accompanied me during I went home..
And tonite have interested topic that I asked him..
I want to give something for his belated birthday..
So conversation started...

Me : Babe, can I asked you something?
He : Yes, apa-apa?
Me : Barang apa yang awak nak tapi awak tak dapat lagi?
He : Rumah.
Me : Lagi?
He : Duit yang banyak.
Me : Selain tu?
He : Kawen ngan awak, bla, bla, bla, henpon.

Aku teringat yang dia nak henpon. iaponpai. Hurm, aku terdiam sekejap, berfikir.
If i have more money, i will buy it as present for him. But that wasn't in my budget.
Terpikir tu ye, tapi nanti. Sekarang masa taj mengizinkan.
Continued conversation...

Me : Ouh nak aipon kan?
He : Tak, tak, tak.. Bukan aipon pun takpe.. Smartpon tapi untuk dua..
Me : aiponla kan?
He : Tamau, tamau..
Me : Ok, ok.Selain aipon? Suka apa?
He : Hurm, guitar! Ala, yang aritu kita tengok tu.. Kat pyramid.
Me : Ouh, ok ok. *padahal tak ingat. terasa teruk..

Hurm, takpe. Aku tak berapa nak mampu lagi untuk belikan beliau benda-benda yang beliau suka.. But i want to make something precious yang beliau akan ingat sampai bila-bila.. Sorry tau lullabylovee.. Kita tak janji but you will get something from me. Love you.