my spirit

Monday, April 4, 2011

terasa..

assalamualaikum w.b.t..

Tak salah kan kalau kita memang patut rasa macam tu. Kerana terasa, touching, terusik itu satu perasaan yang kita sendiri tak dapat nak kawal. Kalau berperasaan sebegitu kerana salah, memang patut kita terasa ditegur. Kalau berperasaan begitu ketika dimain-mainkan, memang patut kita merasakan sedemikian sebab mana tahu time tu kita memang dalam 'not in mood', jiwa kacau, fikiran tak tentu arah, yes, for me u deserve to feel like that ok? Kalau jiwa kita terusik dengan sesuatu yang tak disangka, yes u can. Why not we can't feel like touch with something?Ermm, but people round us must understand and alert with our feeling.

As i know and with my personal thinking, sometimes we share, we tell and we story mory with people that we love, our beshties, and somebody that we trust is just for sharing what we felt and release it. Lebih-lebih lagi pada orang yang kite sayang. Tul tak? Sape sokong?

Ermm, ntahla. Betul kata orang tua-tua, manusia ni kan, rambut sama hitam, tetapi hati tu lain-lain. Tak paham la.Memang tak paham. Kalau orang yang kita sayang tu tak paham kita, patutkah kita cuba nak memahami dia?

I'm so tired to be heartbroken anymore. I can't tell to someone that I really-really hurt with what happen they done. I only can typing, typing, and typing. Or I only can writing, writing, and writing. Or other way, I only can crying, crying and crying!Ouch! Its hurt ok. (T__T)

But don't worry. I will train my heart to be like a stone. I don't want to be hurt anymore. Seriously. Huh! It's hard for me but I need to do this. If not i will always crying like a child. Oh my! takmo! takmo!

Ermm, ok la. I gotta go now. (>.<)

gracias for reading.

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